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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

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Battle of Fallujah

During these deeply troubled times of anger, injustice, with devastation and lack of understanding between nations and faiths, where incredibly it seems that the souls can't see each other, I came to become muslim. El-Hamdullillah. I embraced this Book that I craddle like my own child and felt that I was going to become muslim when a big part of the world would hate and despise Islam. Maybe this choice means right now my personal yihad. If it's so, I live it with all my veins, heart, soul, mind and body. I am happy at last, knowing, feeling and perceiving the Truth. I have cried too much for the sake of those who try to kill the real mission of Islam, be them arabs or not. But I must think of the people who have died, the children and the eldest. Of any faith and no faith, I only can pray in silence, I would like to be in Iraq, and not here, would love to be in Mekka, and not here. But Allah knows why this happens, why that doesn't. Shukran ya rabbina. Islam is what is left for us in this chaotic world. Ramadan moubarak.

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