Looking back

Some of the writings while I was in Egypt and listening to my heart.

" When I am alone I feel I am very protected. I feel His presence around me; I know that I dream what He wanted me to dream, and live what He prepared me to live. In many ways I was living a sort of initiation which would lead me to this moment.
Many things are uncertain now but I enjoy and love to discover day by day what God prepared for my life. I always love and accept what happens in my life. Mainly because when I suffer I become stronger and happier when I smile."

I had not yet adopted any muslim name. I had not yet become muslim.

My writings continue:

" In the middle of my path I am walking blind."
But I know I am walking the right one." 10.02.2002


Siento a Dios muy fuerte dentro y fuera de mi; quisiera que este sentimiento me haga feliz y me devuelva la paz. Que el orden se reestablezca en mi mundo.; que haya armonia y ningun exceso.
Me entrego a Ti y solo a Ti en primer lugar. Te pido me des juicio y buenas acciones. que las buenas acciones hagan que la gente me vea tal como soy. Dame refugio en Ti y protegeme de todo mal. Amen.

Then I wrote Allah in arabic sixteen times in sinuous designs, very beautiful.

"PROSECUTORS OF INNOCENT PEOPLE"
Excerpt from a book I was reading:

"There are people who lead virtuous lives, struggle, honesty sacrify themselves and pass away without being rewarded. They may not be recognized or known by people and are denied due thanks and gratitude. They might also die before receiving the fruits of their labour.
There are also people who call for what is right and hold fast to it, defend it and in consequence are persecuted by tyrants and unjust people who torture, exile and even kill them in the process."

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